There’s a lump in my throat,
There’s no more hope,
Why is it when I put my trust in people they always turn their back?
And that’s when I know that they have given my friendship the sack.

What I have done to deserve this shit?
And it pains me to swallow the lump,
Its there just before you about to cry,
But the tears never come and you ask why?

How many years has it been?
How many movies have we seen?
What are you doing I am confused,
I feel like I have been deadly abused.

I have given up my senses, my judgement,
I can’t seem to find anyone worth keeping,
Never letting anyone get close again,
Never letting anyone hold me for the end.

What have I done? You can’t answer,
That would be right I should have seen this coming,
The howling of my screams,
Yelling out its just dreams,

So now I take the pictures off the wall,
Try not to think of you at all,
The memories, the games and the heart breaking pain,
That you have bestowed on me again and again and again.

Good-bye dear friend of 7 years… Dismal-tears